the newbie blogger monster (LOL)

newbie blogger..yep,that's me. whatever that means. hahaha tanga ako eh, kanina pa ko nakapag post tas nawala lahat.well, that's alright..anyway, it's my first time to have a blog so i have really no idea on how to make this blog nice and cute (arte). dapat nga lalagay ko "noob" eh, not "newbie" kaso di naman ako ganon ka tanga kasi nakagawa parin ako kahit pano. haha so there, i just picked the simplest format for my blog. siguro next time ko nalang gagandahan pag naaliw ako dito. haha pero sayang talaga ung kanina kong pinost at nawala. ang haba nun! huhu pero hahabaan ko na rin to kasi wala ako magawa. teka ano ba? dapat ba english? nahhh..pota wag na. tinatry ko palang naman eh. sabi ko nga pag natuwa lang ako, tsaka ko nalang gagandahan at lalandiin ang itsura nito.wahahha anyway..nahihiya ako.HAHAHA kasi first time ko at nakakapanliit mga nakalagay dito. walang kwenta tas wala din picture. hehe at higit sa lahat wala akong masabi!! poor little me. haha nyak. sabi ko hahabaan ko. eto pampahaba. hehe i wrote this siguro last year pa or ewan..di ko na matandaan. kasi i was actually planning to create a blog even before but unfortunately, i have no time and im not allowed to use the modem(tinatago ni mami modem!huhu..her reason? --`coz im addicted to it = nakakasira daw sa studies. what a reason!sus.)during classes. kaya ayan, vacation ngayon..perfect time to make this ka-eklatan. haha..as i was saying..with what i wrote before..eto na: ay teka..title is--> Like Love(oo na corni pero wala na talaga ako malagay para humaba to eh. so there..)

it's going to be hard to let go- the past, with all it's wonder and it's promise..it's going to be hard to let it go. there are some things that happen in an instant, too good as always to be so true. there are some things that happen all at once- all too sudden, that give us a heartache for a lifetime. som things, like love.

i do not understand how the word works. i guess that is why so, it never really worked too well for me. there was always something that held me back somehow. there was always something that told me not to go too far, to make sure that i keep something, no matter how little- like to myself. but even as the stars try to shine- to cover the lights, i see,..and even as the rains try to pour to make me ponder upon raindrops and how subtle it sound..there was always something that held me back- asked me to stay, where i hace begun and to remain. if this is- it was so, my heart.

my heart knows nothing- for it did know, it would never fall. it would no longer hurt...it would just be sure, it would be alright. but i know, my heart knows nothing. until my mind goes in on circles-runs through miles..chases the rainbows..that have never really existed in my clouds...until my mind works too loud, my heart remains still. until my mind thinks and thinks my heart would never know how it is to feel. thus, it never really knows anything..only that which is, nothing.

there are somethings like love...that i wish i had to give...but my ink is still too much for a paper that goes on blank and unwritten..too much ink still.(anong ink? nagttype ako) there are certain things like love...that words never hold the power to write with beauty..alone- with anyone's pen.

because for certain things like love- love is- the heart.


haha ayan na. *BOW* yan ang nagagawa pag inlab. tskk..tindi nga naman. tagal ko din yan ginawa..it took me 10 years to finish it. haha joke:P uunahan ko na kayo..sa mga magbabasa(kung meron man)sorry kung may wrong grammar ako. bobo lang talaga ako. haha :P ayan suber haba na nito. and with that i would like to end my entry. HAHA debatee